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Wednesday, March 29, 2006

I'm going to have another blog. It will be a personal one. Maybe some people will know and some will just not. Its just a blog where I can express my feelings more. Cause this blog is just too open. Yeah.

I'M HAVING MY PERIOD. How great? Lols. I'm in great pain now, trying to figure out what's the best solution to this. Sigh. I just found out I misunderstood someone, but I'm not sure in what way should i confront her.

Anyway, I was like roaming around friendster. I went to Ellycia's sister's (felicia) friendster and glance through the pictures and saw a picture of ellycia blowing a bubblegum!? WTH! hahhaa. It was so funny. Anyway, its just so funny that I can laugh my head out.

School's boring, BOO.

This is just random, not to anyone. I was walking home and this came to my mind, " you're a bitch with a capital B"

Honestly, I'm refering to anyone, including Joey.

3:20 PM

Monday, March 27, 2006

Since I got the time, and since my mom didn't take the keyboard away, I SHALL JUST BLOG FOR THE SAKE OF IT! (:

I'm going to reply the tags first! (:

EuniceGOH: Oh yeah! You actually tagged! Moreover, you are the FIRST! I'm so proud of you! (:

WeelynOH: The kitten thing nice rights! LOLS. I know, next time I go see any other pets to make it suffer! (: haahahaha. So fun! Or next time anything intesting I shall add it in the blog. Not things like ratemypoo. People will just freak out! HAHHA.
The trees thing, hahaa, errr I thought green improves your eyesight. Or I can also make a forest of trees as my template~! Yeah! Thanks weelyn! HAHHA. And yes its very long. (:

EllyciaLEONG: Yes I'm thick skinned cow, I thought all cows ARE thick skinned!

ClaraLIM: Yeah right, good photographer! LOLS. I think you can't even teach babies man! LOUSY!!!

AnnalisaYEO: WHY! LOLS. I saw you leaving it in class. ORH HOR!

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Today is such a bad day. (sings the song bad day, cause you had a bad day......) But its okay. Things are better now! (:
I miss elly!
I love my baby piglet! (:
WHOOTS

Fantasy on an irish air! I want to put it on my blog, i want xuanhan to listen to it!

7:55 PM

Sunday, March 26, 2006


adopt your own virtual pet!


okay i dont know whether this works. I was visiting some blogs and i saw this adobt your own pet thing, so i went to the site. I played with this kitten.
First, click on the more and remove the bait from the list.
Second, start spinning the bait round and round.

the kitten's head pratically went round and round! so cute.

this is such a RANDOM post! (:

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Im re-blogging this part! (:

I'm replying the previous tags

Weelyn: Of course my comment box is nice! (: Who do one lor! (: hahaha.. i just realised im really thick skinned.

Xuanhan: You must be proud to be the photographer! Not like clara, cannot take NICE pictures! (:

ellycia: Self-praising is nice! Don't you think so? Its so nice, so optimistic. And well you know, im optimistic! (: Im so high man.

Gen: Two things i like about your blog, your template and to feed the piggy. I like so play with it. SOOO CUTE! LOLS. I like this yellow-y skin. (: nice rights? Next time I shall make it green instead of pink cause green helps to improve your eyesight! (: So all those wearing glasses or GOING to wear, can come to my blog and IMPROVE their eyesight! (:

Well I'm high now. I shall blog about morning! Teacher alvin came to take over priya for today! He's so funny. We did this pyramid thing. Its kind of something you have to balance on one and another. I so happy to be the person that has to be the highest. So basically this is on trust yeah? Who knows that Immesha would lose her balance? And I fell. Kinda hurt my knee and back. OUCH. At that moment I hope it was Samantha holding me.

Then she told me, Joan, this teacher is so cool. I'm going to blog about him! I wonder if she does.. Hopefully?

Now I'm preparing to go out to pray for my granddad and grandmom. It's gonna be cool cause I'm going to see all my cousins. (this is my mom's side, so i wont see nichloas, besides, he's in hawaii)

YAY-NESS!
Daddy's brithday is tomorrow. Happy birthday in advance. My brother and I shared a cake for my dad. Hope he loved it! (:

4:51 PM

Saturday, March 25, 2006

I wanted to close down my blog in the first place cause I won't blog as often as everyday. But know since I made a new skin and has new inspirations so why not? Let's not close the blog.

Yesterday. I was having band then Mr De was talking about St Pats going to hawaii and we were suppose to go. Then in the night weelyn asked me why didnt I send my HOT cousin off. I told her, why am I going to tell his parents if they see me? Am I going to say, Err I'm here to err send Nichloas off. LOLS. That will be so embarrassing. What will they think that I'm madly in love with him? But that's true though. But I think if you get married with someone thats BLOOD related to you, the child that you give birth will be retarded.

This morning. It's the rushing-est day in my life! I totally forgot that I had CIP thing in school at 7.15am! And somemore I slept late last night doing my layout. Then when I woke up i say my phone with one sms from eunice say : what are we suppose to wear? I was thinking at first did she send to the wrong person or something? Then I realised I had CIP! WTH! I had to wake my parents up and my mom suggested to take cab. Then I reached there before the bus left. Cause I wasn't the only one late. I left with-OUT breakfast.

I had fun selling balloons with Eunice. Making them too were fun. I remembered those time when I was at the balloon hat thing then we were making hats. Then I thought of the tulips. It was really fun to make but very difficult. But it was fun to see people donating and taking the balloons that YOU make. So fun. Then me and eunice kept singing this song

I am a C. I am a C-H. I am a C-H-R-I-S-T-I-A-N. I have a C-H-R-I-S-T in my H-E-A-R-T and i will L-I-V-E E-T-E-R-N-A-L-L-Y!

Then we chased after two people, a mother and her child. But we ended up not asking them to donate.

After when the donating were done, me and anna went to the playground and play for a while then went to whitesands.
I'm thinking, why cant some people practice own personal hygiene?! I mean its not very nice to see an unflushed toilet bowl isnt it?

Yeah then I was smsing my brother cause I wanted to go home with him. Cause he will always take 12 from Pasir Ris interchange when he's dismissed from army every sat. Then I wait so long and what's more, he didn't turn on he phone. So i messaged him and said I was going home myself.

And I fell asleep on the bus.

Rachel gave me a beautiful flower. (:

2:23 PM

Thursday, March 23, 2006

I'm planning to close down my blog.

5:00 AM

Saturday, March 18, 2006

I just went to apple.com and I WANT TO CATCH A FEW MOVIES!! (click for watching the trailers)

KIDDY:
ICE AGE 2 : THE MELTDOWN.
I think this show will just be plain funny. (: But maybe I won't watch this too. NOT SURE.

ACTION:
MISSION IMPOSSIBLE 3.
Since I've watched the first and second one, why not watch the third one too? And another thing is that I LOVE tom cruise. Although now he's getting old. LOLS. But still...
PIRATES OF THE CARIBEAN 2: DEAD MAN'S CHEST.
Since I caught the first one and I thought it was really nice. I think the second one would be as nice! (: Cant wait for all these movies to be out!
X-MEN 3: THE LAST STAND.
I want to see what happened to Jean! Did she mutate to a pheonix? Yeah something like that. My brother said something about pheonix. NOT SURE. But I think this would be a nice movie to catch. (:

COMEDY:
BIG MOMMA'S HOUSE 2
I didnt catch the first one though. But watching the trailer makes me think its nice! (:

I'm adding some THRILLS to my life.

Okay yesterday wasn't a really fun day. I went to my mom's office. I didn't intend to cut my hair. But my mom say dont know when will be the next time that I will be free to get it cut. So I did. I HATE MY HAIR. I hate my layer. Its super thin but the layer is NOT nice. So I had alot of moodswings due to that.

Then when we got home, I was watching this movie called mrs doubtfire. I dont know whether you heard it before? BUT ITS NICE. This movie was out really long ago. According to my dad, like 15years ago. LOLS. But one of the daughters was the lead actress of, Matilda. It was when she was younger. Like 4-5. Really cute. (: Especially when she laugh and smile and everything. SO CUTE!

School holiday's 2nd last day.

7:54 AM

Friday, March 17, 2006

HAHAHA. I'm so hyper. People usually say that we will get hyper in the afternoon and not early in the morning. LOLS. But I am now. I'm not supposed to though. Until I started reading the replys at my tagboard. SO FUNNY.

But I did say that you have to be metally prepared. Now I say you have to be metally and emotionally prepared too! LOLS. You people..... ARE SO CUTE! LOLS. So now all the credits to Eunice. And Eunice will say all the credits to her cousin. I think she should ask her cousin of more these stuffs. So that she can share the joy . LOLS. Okay la. We shall stop the crap and start to really blog.

Yesterday I was a good girl and went to do projects. Two projects, geography and english. So first we met Michelle at Pasir Ris MRT station. But before that, I smsed Anna that she can wait for me at Tenah Merah's platform. But she smsed me that she will be at the entrance. Apparently, I didnt read it LA. So after I tap my card, I walked quickly to the escalator. But stupid anna wanted to scare me. And she did!! GRR. Yeah then we talked and reached Michelle's house.

We had lunch at some food court. I saw the portion of Michelle's and anna's food. Its like ALOT alot. I had chicken rice. They had some fried noodles stuff. I'm so surprised that I manage to finish the geography project. Usually when it comes to projects, I wont really finish it up. BUT WE DID. Now we are just left we add the colours.

Then we went to walk around. Until Adel smsed and she was going to meet us at 4.45!!! Can you believe her? And we were EARLY la. And she came at 5. So we had nothing to do. But just talk. Then Anna suggested to HIKE. LOLS. That was so fun okay! We climb some hilltop thing. Until we kept screaming. Anna said I screamed the most. Cause I was on heels. LOLS. But it was fun la. hahaha.

When we were at Adel's house, we didnt complete the project. Just partially. Michelle wanted to finish it up. SORRY MICHELLE.

I think I'm suppose to blog about something anna did to be. BUT apparently, I, FORGOTTEN.

Ilove the winne the pooh family.
I wanna change my layout.

7:24 AM

Wednesday, March 15, 2006

Honestly annoyemous can you like just get a life?! What's the point of just dropping by and putting crazy comments about people? Is that what you do everytime? Your life must be boring...

Apparently I haven been blogging cause I cannot be bothered. Yesterday we had IT in the morning. Met Eunice and Joey. Sad to say when Joey came, the bus left. JUST IN TIME rights. Then we went to MACs cause Joey was hungry and then we were sort of late.

After IT the clique started going to paint then we saw Ruoen and she says that she wants to go lunch with us. So we waited for her. But she didnt tell us that she was going to have IT. But she was very optimistic can? She kept thinking we were going to wait got her. If I were her, I will think otherwise man.

Then Joey started getting boring. CAUSE ME AND ANNA WERE BUSY PAINT HER ART PIECE. Then she started playing the clarinet it. Then Joey asked, what other pieces should I play? Then Sarah Gopal said, why not try the silent game?

LOLS

Cute people. I observed that Joey only knows how to dot trees and paint areoplanes. LOLS. But anyway, I think my art piece really sucked.

Then I went lunch with Ruoen. Eunice suppose to go too but too bad so sad, she went with her aunty. But Ruoen was really cute.

When we took the bus to Bedok, we saw an insect opposite us (where Eunice was sitting). Ruoen was totally calmed down. While Eunice and I were like AHH. Ya anyway, Eunice said she had to go to the library to meet her aunty. So we went to the children's section. Ruoen showed us a book about VCH's so-called history. LOLS. Apparently, we were not interested. LOLS.

Then we realised that her aunt wants to meet her at NTUC, so Ruoen and I went to eat at BK.
Then she accompanied me to buy my mom's swissroll. But Ruoen and I took some time to find the correct shop! Yeah, Ruoen IS nice. (:

let's go IT-ing! (:

7:28 AM

Monday, March 13, 2006

It is that long since I last blogged? NO LA ELLYCIA!! It was only friday la. Very long meh? I wanted to wait cause I wanted to added pictures of my brother's passing out parade. But its not load into the computer yet. So I shall not wait. (:

Yesterday was a nice day. Relaxing and happy. I finally bought my long waited guitar. Ya anyway, I was dressed in camp corri t-shirt with Samantha. Some people said we looked weird, some people said we looked nice. Some say we really love our school. Some even say we missed school alot. LOLS. I think thats not true though.

Throughout the boring lesson, Jerry kept sort of mouthing the words. So I didn't really understand what he was saying. But there was one part I knew he said he was sleepy. I guess some people are just meant to make lessons boring. LOLS.

Then I went for liturgy. To see some cute kids. No apparently, there weren't any. Instead I say a pretty cute skit. Ya ya. I really LOVED the skit. Was really cute. I went for mass with mummy and we went home together. My mom said I looked like a farmer cause I had my jeans folded up.

After lunch, we went to dont know where and bought my guitar. Me playing the guitar is like a baby saying ABC. I cannot even play pieces like amazing grace. Its not as easy as I thought it was easy. But its really takes time to learn. I think I need all the patience in the world.

Like what eunice says, patience is a virtue, virtue is a grace. Grace is a little girl who doesnt was her face.

I THINK its like that. I suppose so rights?

happy reading! (:

7:35 AM

Friday, March 10, 2006

I know im a honest and frank person. So what i have to say I will say. Actually i wanted to say all i can. Cause today is just a bitchy day. I just feel like punching.

But theres one thing I want to say. During art when I was going to take white paint, SHE, also went. We said the same thing and when she realised that I wanted to borrow the white paint from another table, she TSK at me. LIKE WHAT THE FUCK LA. Whats with you and your tsk. DO you even know how to use it? Like how I know you wanted it. You want to use it first then you tell me la. TSK what TSK la. Actually I didnt want to shout at you one. But at that time you really make the water boil in me. That's why I needed to shout. Do you know I almost want to slap your face?! Can you like show abit, at least ABIT of respect to me? I dont care what you think or what you told annalisa about that maths lesson that day. But I wasnt thinking you were stupid. The other way round you gave me that NO is a disgusting kind of NO. I'm like just helping okay. Fine is you dont want to know then FINE la. I shall not confide you okay? Just go ask ms yong.

i feel like using your face as a dart board.

anyway.. after typing so much.. IM SO BORED. But I want to say that an email can really change your day. My dad send me a really funny email. SO FUNNY. wanted to post it up.. but kind of lazy.. but what the heck! let's celebrate its the holidays

8:27 PM

Wednesday, March 08, 2006

I wished I knew how she felt now but at the same time dont want to know. My mom says not to lay anymore feelings on her and just get on with life. No use clinging on a unsavable friendship. That's the best advise I ever gotten. Although its abit like a rude way of saying but its a direct and straight forward way of saying better than all the long winded ways.

No use stretching out your hand and knowing you are going to get hurt. Its totally useless. I rather be on the neutral side than actually care. It's better for the both of us. Honestly, how are you now, I dont care, I dont wanna know.

How come some people get sympathy and get all the attention while some others try and get nothing? HOW COME. That is so random

8:52 PM

Monday, March 06, 2006

Sometimes I just wish I could read people's mind. Just wish. Maybe if I could, then things would be better and more revealing. But apparently, I cannot. No one can.

People always say must cheer up, be happy. Sometimes is not that easy. Anyway trying is better. (: But to tell you the truth, sometimes I don't understand the world. Giant sigh.

Anyway, I know why seniors used to hate juniors. I finally felt it today. It's the kind of feeling that you can just say ARGH! That kind. Or just super duper irratated. But come to think that I'm going to be with them for the next two years, maybe I should leave more good memories instead of bad. So my days in band are more treasured.

Today the day is very bad. I don't know how to say how I feel. But its the kind of feeling that I just want to die. But.... I know I can't. Life is not just about her. She's not the only ONE. But its very sad to see something. Its like trying to find a missing puzzle. Sigh.

7:44 PM

Sunday, March 05, 2006

Honestly speaking, I enjoyed my weekend this week. My mom made me laugh alot. Maybe she could sense that I wasn't as happy. But I seriously enjoyed this weekend and hoping that every single weekend to be like that instead of the both of us arguing. This period of lent might be the time for me to reconsile. I think. One thing I remembered Miss wendy saying was that in order to feel happy in a place, you can only change yourself and not change the place cause its impossible. So maybe, I need to change my life abit. So that everyone will be happy. Hopefully after lent, I'm a happier person. Hopefully.

My hot cousin is sick. Flu and fever. Have I mentioned that I cannot go to their concert cause my mom say that the ticket is too expensive and not worth it. Anyway, today I went to the hospital to visit my grandmother. Then his parents were there. He was suppose to go but then they explained that his sick and everything. Then they suddenly talked about the tickets. I think they were hinting to my mom to buy. But if HE was there, I think my mom would buy and I could go. LOLS. And one thing I remembered his mom saying was that, I realised that her school (my school) and nic's school (his school) like to support each other.

AND I TOTALLY AGREE! LOLS.

This post is SO random. (:

4:43 PM

Saturday, March 04, 2006

I admit, yesterday wasn't a really happy day. So all the things I could think of in my mind. I will randomly just blog about it. Now I hope I'm better. I have a feeling that I won't want to care about any other things but my brother now. I have a feeling that I would just want peace and not knowing all the things that are not necessary.

What do you usually do when your life starts to get fucked up.? I dont know. Really. But I think crying is the best solution. Better than thinking about it. I think crying just makes you feel better. What I think also, avoiding is not a solution.

So, honestly speaking, my life now really REALLY SUCKS. I feel like my have so much pressure in my life. I dont know what to do. Maybe I should just let things flow as it is. That's my theory, my opinion. That's all I can say.

I hate my sucked up life.
I'll try not to use fuck.
I want to change my life.

7:55 AM

Friday, March 03, 2006

I so hate you, you suck up, fucked up and stuck up bitch. Ya that's a good thing to socialise. But does sucking/stucking up to seniors count? Oh yes you love your seniors. So do i? But I dont go around blogging about them?! There, I typed all out. HAPPY?

Recently, I realise things have been happening. Bad things.

I HATE FRIDAYS/
Fridays are the days that ruined my feelings,
ruined my life and
ruined my day.

If only I had band today. If only. Then not much would just add on to my pain..